Realization

Who knew? I'm suddenly very aware of how irritable and utter repugnant I am when I'm tired. Even when I try to be "friendly" or "kind" it's in a depressing and negative way. I've always digested the concept of people's ire rising when they are physically tired, but I've never looked at myself like a distant observer when I'm tired. I'm not fun.

Mrs. KJ and I are still friends though. We're wading through this crap very boldly and together. I cannot even tell you how blessed I am to have someone who'll put up w/my garbage and still smile at me, tell me she loves me, and boldly enter into the darkness that I all to often create, to walk out into the Light together. All this in spite of the 12 irons in our proverbial 6 iron fire, and juggling 1.67599 thousand balls at once. Marvelous woman that Mrs. KJ.

Pr. 12:4a

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